Showing posts with label insomnia. Show all posts
Showing posts with label insomnia. Show all posts

Monday, 10 June 2013

Patient Voices on Managing Symptoms, May 2013


An earlier post introduced the Patients Voices meeting we held in London on 11th May 2013. This post shares the notes from the breakout discussion group which looked at managing symptoms. 

With many thanks to Group member, Hannah Elbourne, who has kindly typed these up and who also kindly took several lovely photos of this event.

NB: These notes must not be interpreted as medical advice, they are simply things that individuals have tried and found helpful to them if you are experiencing any symptoms which cause you concern - speak to your doctor. 

BTF London volunteer, Theresa, with the Expert Patient Programme course book:
 Self  Management of Long Term Health Conditions

Managing Symptoms, Discussion Group Notes:

Everyone in the group explained a bit about who they are and why they have chosen this particular group to participate in. We went on to talk in general about coping with having a chronic illness as well as discussing our perspectives and questions we had on how to spot and manage the emotional, mental, and physical symptoms related to thyroid disease.

Everyone in the group was hypo rather than hyper, so this is what we focused on, although it was acknowledged that hyper and hypo symptoms can be quite similar and difficult to detangle - and also that symptoms can vary from person to person and may not always be down to our thyroid condition as we may also have other things wrong with us. 

There were some approaches that came up which people felt help them in general, and also techniques for coping with specific symptoms.
  
Common symptoms and things people in the group said help them:

Muscle pain/ swelling: especially lack of upper limb strength makes it difficult even doing simple exercises that use arms or puts pressure on shoulders:
  •         Magnesium spray on the muscles
  •         Not eating salty foods
  •         Seeing an osteopath
  •         Massage therapy (human contact) – one person goes for a massage and talks through it so it’s like a two in one therapy session!

 Difficulty sleeping/ insomnia: really need sleep to be able to function (more than before having thyroid issues) but find it much harder to get off to sleep, plus wake up a lot more during the night:
  •         Don’t exercise too late as the body should be winding down, not up
  •         Switch off computer/ electronics
  •         Don’t eat too late
  •         Try to be in bed early and at the same time each evening

 Immune system issues: we all seem to catch more colds and viruses and they seem worse and take a long time to recover from making life difficult:
  •         Olive leaf tea
  •         Echinacea drops
  •         Vitamin C as it helps to strengthen the immune system
  •         We discussed supplementing separately instead of all in one multivitamins and researching to find the right products
  •         Flu jab – this helps one participant but made another feel very unwell
  •         Avoid people with colds like the plague!

 Body temperature: not being able to regulate our temperature, either too cold or hot, and not being able to cope with being in the sun:
  •         Exercise helps to regulate temps
  •         Wearing layers

 Hair thinning/ falling out: this can be very upsetting for people:
  •         Coconut oil to help dryness
  •         Trichologist, but expensive
  •         Not to get upset about changes in appearance, there is more to you

 Fatigue: both physical and mental fatigue can make us feel isolated, disconnected and depressed and stops people from being able to live their lives:
  •         Learning to say no and not take too much on is difficult but important
  •         75% rule – trying not to use all your energy each day, even on good days when you might want to do lots – factor in rest each day
  •         Being gentle on yourself and not beating yourself up when you can’t do so much
  •         Coming to terms with the changes and understanding your new boundaries

 Anxiety: as with fatigue this can make us feel isolated and inhibit our lives and affect our self-esteem.
  •         Deep breathing and yoga breathing techniques
  •         Gentle yoga practice and other gentle exercise such as Thai Chi and walking  
  •         Meditation
  •         Being around nice, genuine, caring people helps!

 The above coping techniques for fatigue and anxiety crossed over a lot and came up a lot with helping to manage thyroid symptoms and a chronic illness in general.

Nutrition is also big factor in taking control and managing ourselves but although there are some general points that seem to work for a lot of people, such as going gluten free sometimes helping with brain fog and fatigue, or vitamin D and Iron levels needing to be optimal for thyroid to function well, it is all very confusing. We touched on this briefly but there is a lot of conflicting information especially as what works for a person with underactive thyroid doesn’t necessarily work for someone with an overactive thyroid, or autoimmune thyroid, or for people who do not have a thyroid! [note from Lorraine - we are continuing to seek more information on this subject for group members and will have speakers from the University of Surrey Msc in Nutritional Medicine giving talks in November 2013]

We have all had to make life changes and have to keep adjusting. The changes in ourselves, our personalities and our constantly changing boundaries are a struggle to understand and to cope with, not only for ourselves but also for the people around us.

Support from others is a very important factor for our wellbeing but it is very difficult for others to understand how debilitating this illness can be because:
  •         Symptoms can be so variable
  •         It is seen as an easily treated illness
  •         So many symptoms are similar to what people think they can relate to when they are actually very different i.e. thyroid fatigue is very different from just being tired, or brain fog is not the same as having a lack of focus.

It would be useful to build a template for how to explain our symptoms and the things we go through that others don’t see (‘walk in our shoes’)

We also talked about how it can be difficult to spot thyroid symptoms as they can be similar/ confused with many other things, for example problems such as fatigue, depression, and anxiety may or may not necessarily be because of the thyroid and could be an indicator for something else. So being around other people with a similar illness can really help with recognition and understanding of what is happening to us, and although each person is different there is still a lot of common ground.

I’d like to add and I think others agree that the events at the Royal Free are very emotional (in a good way!) and informative, it makes such a huge difference to be around fellow thyroid patients as it can be such an isolating illness and being able to chat with people in a supportive environment is a great relief and really helps me to feel less disconnected from people in general. Thank you!

Other things that were mentioned in breakout group:
  • Heart palpitations – we did talk about this with anxiety but I think although they can be connected, palpitations are also a separate issue on their own.
  • Not a cure but how to cope for now
  • Variability of symptoms limits you
  • Alcohol seems to disagree with us
  • Blood tests don’t necessarily show how you feel

 Other things that were mentioned, but maybe in wider group
  • Time of day for taking thyroid medication vis-à-vis other pills 
  • Reducing carbs, esp sugar
  • Keep book of successes
  • Not the same person as pre-illness





Thursday, 3 March 2011

The truth comes calling at 3am

Wide awake and wondering why I can’t sleep and then it comes to me, I’m seething! I’m outraged. I’m pissed off. I’m seriously upset.
Ah. That’ll be why I was thinking earlier that I absolutely and urgently had to have some new jeans and why I’ve been trying to work out where I can get £2,500, to pay for cosmetic dentistry (when I have absolutely no money coming in at the moment so it’s a ridiculous and impossible idea,  beyond frivolous and self indulgent).
It’s displacement thinking isn’t it. My brain has been trying to resist the fact that I am unhappy by distracting me with thoughts of “things” that it’s trying to convince me will make me happy. Lucky I don’t have squillions of pounds to squander, this is the same distorted thought process that ultimately leads some unhappy rich people down a path where they end up becoming totally demented and going overboard on plastic surgery (don’t worry, I like my nose!).
(If the above logic isn’t working for you check out this great blog post, on recognising our deepest needs and not trying to fulfil them through consumption.  I read it earlier and it was like someone had put the lights on for me! )
I got some wonderful news earlier today. An appeal I’d set up when I was working has now ended and an ex colleague kindly emailed me the results. I was thrilled, it has been a big success and it wouldn’t have happened if it wasn’t for me.  Hurrah!
So that was a revelation, realising how pleased I was. Honestly I was totally delighted.  And I was quite surprised that I was so enthusiastic. I’ve been telling myself how happy I am not to be doing that job any more (which I truly am) and I’ve been hinting to myself and others that when I am finally well enough to start pursuing paid employment again that I quite like the idea of doing something completely different, maybe something more creative and “softer.”  So I feel that perhaps I learned something about myself, by recognising what a serious buzz I get when something big that I’ve visualised and created comes to fruition.  
Then, I couldn’t help it, I started to feel pissed off that this wonderful career of mine, as was, is now off the table, as it were. That I can’t do that kind of thing right now, that perhaps I won’t be able to again. And that people who were my peers are over taking me at a rate of noughts in terms of career progression. I feel like I’m on the hard shoulder, being left behind!
And I’m blooming well SEETHING. It’s not fair. And I know life isn’t fair and no one ever said it was and why should it be and plenty of people are worse off than me and I have lots to be thankful for and ALL OF THAT. But really I’m just cross and that’s why I can’t sleep.
I just can’t believe that there isn’t a way to get my brain working properly again. I refuse to accept that I won’t be able to think clearly and coherently in any kind of consistent fashion again, this can’t be right!!! I can’t imagine not being taken seriously in a work context ever again. How interesting, that all of this is going on at a subconscious level and it’s taken 3 hours of insomnia for it to surface and make itself clear!
One thing about brain fog is that I think when I become more aware of it, that may be a sign it is starting to clear a bit...Well you know me, I am always a looking-on-the-bright-side kind of a girl, now I’ve had my little internal rant, normal service can be resumed!
....When I finally did get to sleep last night (you don't think I'd post my insomniac thoughts in real time do you? This bit is being written in the morning), I had another one of these vivid dreams I’ve been getting for the past week or so. This time I decided to test drive a juggernaut and drove it all round the streets where I grew up in Glasgow before deciding that it was a bit tricky to handle and probably too large for my needs! So there you go – analyse that! I’m still laughing. Also I feel more energetic today but I will follow doctor’s orders and keep resting for now. Could this all be good...?
Thanks for reading. I’ve been asked to do a post about when I was first diagnosed so that’s next on my list but I just wanted to squeeze this one in. Do leave a comment if you’d like to, as long as you’re not trying to sell anything I’ll be thrilled to hear what you think of this latest post, or if it brings anything up for you.
Love and light
Lorraine

Sunday, 27 February 2011

Sweet dreams are (not) made of this....

Well, get me, posting again already, keep up people!
I woke up this morning expecting to be super tired as we had a four hour BTF London Network Team meeting yesterday and I got home fit to drop. We’d planned two hours but ended up going off on a few tangents. It was a good meeting but by the end I was finding it difficult to stay focussed. Poor little tired foggy brain cells.
But no, I feel okay. I’m delighted, but now at rather a loose end as I’d expected to spend the day feeling shabby and having to rest.  The sun is shining!! I can’t believe it!! What shall I do??
I can’t go skating because all the outdoor rinks are now closed and I don’t want to be indoors.  Oh I know, I’ll photograph all my shoes so I can stick the pictures on the shoe boxes in my cupboard and be able to find whatever pair I want to wear more easily in the future – yes, really. I think I might...
Oh what joy to have the energy to be able to consider these options!
I wonder if things are finally starting to shift on the old fatigue front...I feel I’ve been a bit more active generally this week and I I have been having some very vivid dreams which might mean my brain is also getting a bit more active! (well that’s one theory, alternatively it could be descending psychosis, see below and let me know what you think...)
Last night I dreamt I went dancing with my adorable husband and it was lots of fun. If I can’t go dancing for real any more (or at least not very often) I am happy to be able to go in my sleep at least!
But earlier in the week I had such a scary nightmare I woke up squealing with fear! I don’t think I’ve done that since I was about six! Fortunately I wasn’t scared any more as soon as I woke up because the object of fear in my nightmare was so truly ridiculous, I have to share it: I dreamt that I and a friend were being terrorised by an evil occult coat hanger called “The Commander”. It was really scary, I guess you had to be there! I told someone else about this dream and she asked “so how did this coat hanger get about?”  I love that other people’s minds are equally as bonkers as mine sometimes J. The answer is that it was attached to my hand and yet seemed to have an evil energy all of it’s own!  What do you think, has my brain gone into meltdown?
See, if I was clever I’d dream about something with more commercial appeal that could be turned into a series of best-selling children’s books and I’d never have to work again.  Sadly I feel “The Commander” is not going to bring me fame or fortune any time soon.
Anyway, I’m in good spirits, if I do the photographing shoes thing I may share a link so you can all share and marvel at my collection, or advise me which ones I could actually live without and ought to go in the bin. I could probably do with some advice.
Update on the British Thyroid Foundation London Network Team, we are now six, the meeting yesterday was great. We now have two wonderful new volunteers as well as the four of us who were at the January meeting. We are all systems go for our Information Event on 9th April and have some great ideas for a follow up in September. The Team are now committed to meeting monthly to plan activities for the BTF in London. Let me know if you’d like to help out, or if you are interested in attending the main event. lorrainewilliams@btf-thyroid.org
Thanks so much for reading, it’s great to be able to connect with you on here. J